[sticky post]FIc: Yuffentine
deathlullsme

Title: No shadow to step out from
Author: deathlullsme
Fandom: Final Fantasy VII
Pairing: Yuffie Kisaragi/Vincent Valentine
Genre: Drama & Romance
Rating: Teen and Up
Word Count: 1.679 (oneshot)
Disclaimer: Square Enix owns final fantasy 7 and its characters
Warnings: implying sexual themes
Summary: She can break his heart with a kiss and collide it with her laugh. He wants her as everything she is, liar, thief, murderer- Innocent and bright. And he wants everything that she is willing to give heartbreak, pain, pleasure and comfort.

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it always ends the same, so why hope?
deathlullsme
I had a beautiful dream last night though I woke up with terror. The night before that- was the same too. Today I thought it was a sign. Something good will finally happen. So I dressed up made my hair and put make up on my face and all the while I'm waiting. People came, disappointed me and left as they always do. Will this good thing happen? I ask myself. I'm sure it will if only I wait a little longer, but then again I think What if it passed? What if it happened and I ignored it? What if my chance came and left without me knowing any better? So terror fills me once again and I feel I'm already at the end of this dream.

Answer for question 4517.
deathlullsme
We all know the saying, "it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all." But do you believe in that? If you knew it was going to end badly, with your heart broken, would you avoid the relationship to begin with?
No, I wouldn't avoid it, all things end and it never ends in happily ever after, I know this before I start anything.

Answer for question 4527.
deathlullsme
How important are the opinions of other people to you? Do you actively try to find out what others think of you? Whose opinion do you value the most?
I won't lie, I want people to like me but if they don't that's alright I can live with that. I love myself no matter what but it's nice to know there are people that like me for who I am. And that's it, I'm not pretending I'm something else than what I am just for other people to like me, I can't do this. I am always me. Me proud me.

Answer for question 4476.
deathlullsme
Name your top three musical artists of all time (individuals or bands). Why do you love them so much? What song would you pick from each of them that you feel is their best work?
1. Pink Floyd. (personally I like confortably numb the best but I 'bow' to all their songs)
2. Radiohead (Thom's voice sends me chills. And I seriously can't choose only one song)
3. Nirvana (something in the way)

Answer for question 4354.
deathlullsme
What's your favorite saying or quote? Why does it mean something special to you? How did you come across it?
“those who escape hell
however
never talk about
it
and nothing much
bothers them
after
that.” by Charles Bukowski

“Don't trust anyone. Be a cold fish. I hurt no one. And no one can hurt me.” by Adeline Yen Mah

"I fail to understand 
why being empty 
is the heaviest burden to bear."

"What I possess, seems far away to me, and what is gone becomes reality."

"If you hear the past speaking to you, feel it tugging at your back and running its fingers up your spine, the best thing to do—the only thing—is run."
Lauren Oliver, Delirium

Answer for question 4408.
deathlullsme
Do you have something you've always wanted to tell someone but never had the chance to say? Use this post to write an open letter to someone and finally tell them what you've always wanted them to know.
Dear nobody, I often forget about you. And as time passes I realize that life is still there without you. I wonder sometimes what are you thinking, if you regret being nothing in my life but then I know you do. You were once someone that I used to love. You went from somebody to nobody. Sometimes, as I lay my head in bed, I imagine you cry alone in your dark room. I used to cry with you, remember? I used to ache for your pain and try to make you feel better remember? But now all I can do is stare at the pieces that you broke. Now that you are nobody I have to continue living like nothing is wrong, I have to pretend that there aren't a million little pieces of my heart and yours tearing apart my skin. I told you once that I'm more damned than I seem, you told me I'm a lunatic. You were right and you were wrong. You couldn't understand. You couldn't see anything except for your self. So now when I see the apologetic look in your face I know that has nothing to do with me and the pain in my heart has nothing to do with you. Because you're nobody now and I'm still someone who tries to learn the world
P.S: I dream of you less and less every night. I think of you less and less every day

Answer for question 4412.
deathlullsme
Have you ever had a hilarious dream? What was the dream about and what happened in it? Was it based on something that happened in real life, or did your mind just create it from scratch?
I often have hilarious dreams I wake up because I hear someone laughing and then realize that it's me. It used to creep out my brother when he heard me laughing in my sleep. One night I was calling his name and said "quickly put the merenda in the chicken." And I was dreaming that we were pranking a friend. Though I don't remember all of it.

Answer for question 4418.
deathlullsme
If you were exiled, what country would you choose as your new home?
France or Italy (Except their fascinating culture, I know to speak a little Italian and french) Though I know better english I think I would still choose one of those two.

Answer for question 4428.
deathlullsme
If you had the extra time to cultivate one specific talent or hobby, what would it be? Why does it interest you?
I paint digital and traditional (and I think I'm already good at it, that doesn't mean that I don't want to improve of curse.) I Would also like to play violin or piano. I also write decently in my native language but I would like to learn better english and more languages in general.

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